I'm out

I'm tired of being disrespected. There are so many little things and then there is the big things. And how rude to do these things when it's your third fourth , fifth chance ! Whispering on the phone is so obvious , but I guess doing things while I'm right in the room isn't that big of a deal now is it lol.
Things were supposed to change. No secret conversations , no passwords , no facebook etc. nothing ever changes longer than a few days. U know , when u think its all better bc of a few love words and promises that will be broken again and again. Trust no one again. Might as well talk out loud in front of me to her. No secrets ? Hmmm yeah right. I'm out. Whether its known or not , I'm out of this ridiculous attempt , once again.

I'm out

I'm tired of being disrespected. There are so many little things and then there is the big things. And how rude to do these things when it's your third fourth , fifth chance ! Whispering on the phone is so obvious , but I guess doing things while I'm right in the room isn't that big of a deal now is it lol.
Things were supposed to change. No secret conversations , no passwords , no facebook etc. nothing ever changes longer than a few days. U know , when u think its all better bc of a few love words and promises that will be broken again and again. Trust no one again. Might as well talk out loud in front of me to her. No secrets ? Hmmm yeah right. I'm out. Whether its known or not , I'm out of this ridiculous attempt , once again.

I'm just going to have to distance myself now. Figure this out alone. I'm still alone anyhow , maybe not in person but def in spirit and mind. So funny how quick things change when people think they got what they wanted Not.

I'm beginning to get a feeling in my gut. Like something isn't right. I'd say when I get these feelings I'm 95% right. I really hope I'm wrong !

The Latte Mommy: please dont break my heart.

The Latte Mommy: please dont break my heart.: I'm scared I'm making a mistake. I'm scared that besides being too trusting, that I'm being really naive and look stupid. Usually , really a...

please dont break my heart.

I'm scared I'm making a mistake. I'm scared that besides being too trusting, that I'm being really naive and look stupid. Usually , really all of the time I could care less what people think of me. I trust my gut instincts and my mind but for some reason I don't want to look like a fool. I'm following my heart and not necessarily my head right now and that scares me but the only way I can explain it is - we are really guaranteed nothing in life , certainly not even tomorrow , so why not follow my heart today ? Please don't break it again.

The Latte Mommy: Does a tiger change their stripes??

The Latte Mommy: Does a tiger change their stripes??: How are you supposed to know someone is telling the truth? How do you know they've changed? Because they say so ? I wish it were that easy....