I can't believe I'm actually reading this

 I've been reading my blog and I got back to 2013 and I really can't believe what I was reading now when I found my significant other flirting s****** with women online he would never admit it even when I shoved it in his face. Never would say he was sorry because then it would be like he was admitting it. But had the audacity to tell me that I wasn't showing him enough affection. Now I worked 12 hours and did tons of stuff for my kids and their school and whatnot all week. He didn't let's just put it that way. So anyway I'm reading back to 2013 and I'm reading that I'm sitting alone on the couch watching TV and I wanted affection and it was funny because the other person was on the computer and I said wow the screen the other end of that screen must be really important or something like that. Now that just shows me that what he said was not true and that I was right and I knew that wasn't the case and that wasn't an excuse for him to do that online with other girls because that is disgusting especially when it was my computer and it was my house lol. At any rate just wanted to make a note of that maybe I'll start blogging again who knows.

The saga continues

I love reading comments on blogs, i try and leave one when i read, just to let the blogger know, im interested, i can relate, and i like to read your writing. Its definately a motivation to keep blogging. I mean, for instance, someone writes a book, and its not on the best seller list b/c no one comments on it, even if its great, no one knows. Makes it easy to give up, why would they write a sequel if they didnt know anyone liked the first. Just a thought. 
I had applied to university to further my nursing career, rn to bsn program. And i got accepted. I was to start in fall 2012. I applied last xmas time. now im having issues, with the ignorant nurse lady in charge. shes just ignorant. So i dont think im going to West Chester university anymore. Id rather do an online thing anyhow.
I found this website, where it tells you what twitter people unfollow you, mention you, etc. So im unfollowing all the ignorant people who dont want to read my tweets anymore. guess i bore some of them. hahah. Yeah im like that, im one of those people who have to get you back to feel better when i feel hurt. I guess it can seem childish, im not even like that all the time. I just think that when i get my feelings hurt, - i wanna make that person feel shitty, i know im like ten years old right. lol oh well, its one of my bad things, dont have that many . 
I dont know why men dont understand directions, i mean just little life things, not building a city or acing a physics test. when you tell your man you need more , more words, more i love yous, more you are great hun, anything, i mean i feel loved in other ways but that is lacking and i really respond to that. So when i tell him, straight up, almost exactly what to say, for years lol, and he doesnt do it, why is he suprised that im not extra lovable all the time. I need it and hes gotta learn the hard way. 
Anyhow im going for now. going to see how i can suddenly come up with alot of money in a short period of time lol- yeah right.