Tuesday, May 24, 2011

I am so tired of it all! beware: bitch post

It seems like there are so many things in my life that repeat themselves. Usually its the shitty ones. For instance, how hard is it to keep up with kitty litter, we have 2 boxes. So , i dont do it for a day- im not the only one that lives here, someone else should pick up the slack. But nooooo, so instead of that, the cats piss in the bathroom,  the kids room and the kids BED. So i have to clean a bed, wash all the linen in hot water, and the kids have no wear to sleep for a night, well they do, they both sleep on the top bunk is all, But thats not the point. The point is, THE KITTY LITTER NEEDS TO BE DONE EVERYDAY!!!
Second bitch, why am i the only one that knows that the boys need certain things, like their medicine before bed, lunch money, homework done for the night! Why am i the only one to enforce this shit. You see, all this goes on when i take ONE day off. ONE day as mommy off- I mean im still here im just not in some degree. Apparently i cant have a day of nothing. Now if i was the only one living here with the boys, i wouldnt expect a day of rest, i mean i work every weekend 2 12hr shifts, and im full time mommy every other day. You'd think if someone didnt work, they'd be on top of everything, not just SOME things. EVERYTHING.  So like i said, this was the last time i get a day of rest, its not worth it- to have to make up for 100 things . Its more trouble than its worth, It seriously is and thats sad.
I seriously feel like i got the short end of the stick on alot of things in my life, and none of it is my fault. I continue to bust my ass to support the whole family- ALONE.  And today i wanna say ITS NOT FAIR!!!!. There i said it, now if someone would just appreciate it.
For once i wish things would just go my way, someone would take care of me, appreciate me. Instead , everyone shits on me. And you wonder why i want a stupid day of rest every 2 months or so. Sorry for the rant, not like anyone is reading this anyhow lol.