Sunday, May 19, 2013

is there peace within?

blogging is tricky, do you want to put all your stuff out there for scrutiny , do you really care. I mean the reason alot blog is to get it out, instead of bottling it up. But i guess you have to have a line, one which is hard not to cross.  Im tired, tired of thinking , tired of trying, tired of disappointment. Im really pissed too at life, that at 41 im so out of place, thrown to the wolves so to speak. No where to run, no where to hide. Being a single parent has changed alot, as much as i would love to crawl in a hole , i cant. I want to ignore all these problems but i dont just answer to myself , and there is no one to take half my pain, or shelter me. Im out there in the open. I just want some peace within myself for once.