Monday, May 27, 2013
Life sucks right now.
I dont know why but i have been in a really bad mood, very irritable, no patience, nothing. There could be numerous reasons, but not to feel this bad. Im just beginning to see that things are not going to change, that its just a shitty hand i got dealt. Sure, ive made mistakes, chosen the wrong path before, but nothing to constitute this. I just want to scream at the top of my lungs more often than not. For the littlest things, its just life is very unfair, im struggling so hard just to keep it together, to keep my family together, to make ends meet. And im barely making it, I mean im a day and a step away from living in a box, a nice one im sure but for real. I dont know how much longer i can keep this up. Its eating me inside, and making me a hateful person. God life really sucks right now!