you know, i hate to be a party poop but im feeling like its me against the world and i dont like anyone!i really do feel like a kid having a tantrum but i feel like a kid who just doesnt understand what the hell is going on in this life. Its not supposed to be this hard, i mean come on, i really thought id endured all the life crisis and life altering events i should have by now, way more than normal. But it keeps coming, , its like push me down and at the same time, lets highlight the people who do wrong secretly. Im just in a foul mood, im sorry, i dont know whether im awake or tired or happy or sad or what, im just so mixed up and alone. always alone.