well I made a new friend but im hopeful that her boyfriend lets her be my friend. he is kinda controlling. I dont know the whole story so i cant pick sides but im harmless, i have no alterior motives, Im genuinely lonely as hell and need a friend like you dont know. I hope it works out. Ive been feeeling ok, my back has been hurting me like hell, i need to change my doc appt before i hit the shore this weekend coming up. Ocean City NJ here i come. It will be fun with the boys and my sister and brother in law and mom and dad. Nothing to worry about, well thats the way i make it when i vacation. I leave it all behind and just relax dont worry and be happy. Ahhh one week isnt enough!!!