Aliens invading my body??

even tho i woke up late, well around 1pm- well to my defense i didnt fall asleep until 530am- i got alot accomplished again today!! What is going on? Did aliens invade my body? if so,, i like it. I had a doctors appt, which i kept and got there on time! then i had to go to the pharmacy , got my sons meds refilled- another point for me, we wont run out of medicine! Then i went to the bank and did some business i was over due on- and deposited some checks- 2 points for me!  Got home, vacuumed,did some random things,
We had plans to go bowling with my gf, her kids and mine- well i actually went, instead of offering an excuse as i do often, we had fun! And now my gfs daughter ( our kids are like cousins) is sleeping over! Ok that is ALOT of accomplishments for me in one day.
I started off in a pretty good mood, i mean i got snappy a few times but nothing like i have for the past 1 1/2 months. All that evil medicine is out of my body! And i restarted my Prozac- yeah for that- some normalcy should be returning shortly. I dont know exactly what happened but im feeling a lot better in the past week, i really think its because i had all that different meds in my system and the side effects were horrible- Now that im free of it all, i feel pretty good and im sure that the increase in my ADD meds is really working. Maybe , just maybe, im getting it right. I mean i actually have been reading and note taking on a few subjects i need to be looking at. My attention span hasnt been that long in awhile. Hopefully this will all cross over into the weekend and work. My day goes so much easier and faster when im on the ball. Otherwise im walking in circles trying to do 5 things at once, completing none of them. i now have faith.
Tomorrow is my sons 13th birthday. I cant believe he is getting so old. Its exciting he will be a teenager but sad in the same respect. I remember when he was just a baby, a toddler, he was so smart and cute. Makes me really sad that his dad isnt here for this. I wish God didnt take him from us when he did. He would be so proud and feel the same as me, "our baby is growing up!"
One thing that is pissing me off is something i found out from my son earlier tonight. His spanish teacher is known to be a lets say " not very nice person" , mean to the kids, snappy, etc. Now granted, my son had alot of trouble in school  last year, well with his dad dying a month before school started, he was starting a new school, middle school at that, and he wasnt diagnosed yet but had ADD. But i found out his teacher told him he had " a waste of a brain" !!!! Im really pissed. Now i dont know everything b/c sometimes kids omit things but even the slightest version of this pisses me off. Now, we suspected he had ADD, now knowing he does, i almost feel like she was making fun of someone with a disability. This doesnt sit well with me. Im gonna see how to address this!
Ok gonna go do some more stuff- look at me go!! hahah

The Latte Mommy: organiziation is working!!

The Latte Mommy: organiziation is working!!: "today has been good, although i got a late start, 1pm, haha. well granted i didnt fall asleep unitl like 4/5 am. But i was awakened by my ph..."

organiziation is working!!

today has been good, although i got a late start, 1pm, haha. well granted i didnt fall asleep unitl like 4/5 am. But i was awakened by my phone, i really never hear it when im sleeping but i got lucky. It was my shrink returning my call. All these new meds ive been trying in attempt to elevate my mood are not cutting it. All they do is give me nasty side effects. So i called him to tell him i cant take it anymore and i want to try my prozac again. I didnt think it was working but now i think it did more than i thought. It evened me out. Ive been very irritable, short tempered and grouchy lately. And i havent felt like that in forever. So he is reordering it. YEAHHH . Ahh to feel somewhat normal again, i cant wait.
Anyway after i woke, got my good news, and got my coffee, i started organizing the crap in my "area" of the living room. Got alot accomplished as far as organizing. Things are back in place. I feel good. Right now, im actually a little bored, that is rare. But, we are going out to dinner soon with the family to celebrate my sons 13th birthday!! Time flies. So that will occupy some time. I think i just get lonely as i dont really have alot ( barely any) girlfriends that i talk with everyday , that i confide in, laugh with, trust. Thats sad, but i dont know. I have alot of "friends" aquaintances , i get along with everyone. Im kind, helpful, funny, etc but keeping close friends is just difficult for me. Maybe i talk to much. i wish i knew. I could learn and change but i dont. I just keep trying. Anyway im lonely.
what i did decide is that im going to try and exercise. Its been awhile, but i used to do it all the time and i know it works wonders for the mood. I wanna try zumba. I cant just walk on a treadmill , etc. Its too boring for my ADD mind. I think at least zumba will keep me moving and not bored. So maybe ill look into joining the Y. Now thats something positive for the whole family!!!
TTYL HUGS
T.

The Latte Mommy: I hate those nights!!!!

The Latte Mommy: I hate those nights!!!!: "I hate those nights, you know the ones where you are ready to sleep, lying down, watching tv, waiting to drift off, only to wake up an hour ..."

I hate those nights!!!!

I hate those nights, you know the ones where you are ready to sleep, lying down, watching tv, waiting to drift off, only to wake up an hour later tossing and turning, with these legs that wont keep still. That uneasy restless feeling in your calves- Its called RESTLESS LEG SYNDROME and it SUCKS. I experience it every now and then and i take whatever i can to fall asleep, nothing works, i could take 5 valium, muscle relaxers, benedryl- all together lol,well i didnt take that combo last night but something similar - and it wont work. Sure ill drift off for about an hour if that, then im up, miserable.
Now im one for staying up all night, not a problem, but see now ive drugged myself to try and sleep past these legs and im just not feeling like opening my eyes and doing anything. Im tired but my legs arent. So finally im up 615 am and i think i slept two hours, in intervals lol. I'll be ok today but its just not fair.
Hopefully ill be cheerful today and not miserable b/c i didnt sleep. I figure ill go to starbucks early and start my day on a good frappucchino note lol.
Talk to ya later.

The Latte Mommy: The Ultimate Betrayal

The Latte Mommy: The Ultimate Betrayal: "I feel so stupid, once again ive been betrayed and i feel like i led to horse to water. A very close family member has done this before but ..."

The Ultimate Betrayal

I feel so stupid, once again ive been betrayed and i feel like i led to horse to water. A very close family member has done this before but ive forgiven and started to trust again, i mean i give this person whatever they ask for basically. So why steal it? I guess its because they wanted it and it was easier to take it while i was sleeping, i mean my pocketbook was right next to me as i slept. It was so easy, easier than asking and getting a sermon about it, right? sure but now the trust is totally destroyed, im so hurt, besides angry. This has left me now short of what i need, im the one who is really suffering. and what can i do, cant get it back, its gone. Was i really that stupid to leave things out in the open like that, i dont think so, but i guess i should have known better. I mean, if you cant trust family, who can you trust. I did confront this person and got a halfway admittance. Who cares its done. Im just pissed that im the one suffering now, i dont have what I NEED. I feel some hate,, but i dont want to hate, im trying not to.
Ive just had so many shitty things go on in the past year, and so many people betray me, people that were supposed to love and take care of me. Am i that easy of a target. I dont know how to act different than i do. Im just so tired of it all, tired of trying, trusting, giving, helping, etc.No more. i have such a headache right now. Thanks for hearing me vent.!
HUGS